It was the summer of 2006 and while traveling between the Berkshires, MA and Washington, DC I made a stop for a few days at a L’Abri. Since I was just passing through, I did not participate in any sort of guided study as is common at L’Abri. But the head of that location, Dick Keyes, was kind enough to still meet with me.
It is a moment that is frozen in time. I can still remember all of the details, down to the color of the shirt he was wearing. We spoke briefly and I answered the questions he asked. They were perceptive questions with little wiggle room when answering. When he finished he said, “Since you won’t be here long I think the best thing for you to do would be to listen to a sermon series by Tim Keller called Practical Grace.”
Who is that? I replied.
Oh, he is just a pastor in New York. But I think this series will help you.
So that day began my experience of the teaching of Dr. Timothy Keller.
My life was never the same.
I ended my educational goals at Ohio State early; forgoing a thesis and hopeful Ph.D. program and tested out to begin seminary. A career. A way of life. A way to see the world and understand it was all changed. It would be impossible to state how God used Tim Keller to completely remake me. And so very important to stress: it is an ongoing process.
So today is his memorial service and I am crying.
But I know he is not crying. He is rejoicing. After all, his last words made it clear he knew where he was going and was excited. What were his last words?
“There is no downside for me leaving, not in the slightest.”
Thank you, Dr. Keller. Thank you, God, for Dr. Keller.